hello!
okay, firstly i must admit
the past weekend was a very SL.ACK weekend:(
heh. but i really appreciate the jiayou msgs and stuff :D
be it by sms or msn or my tagboard :D
thankyou!
so i shall make use of all these motivation
starting from today (:
i shall mug econs hard today!
heh to hopefully make up for my
"slack-ness" heh :D
anyway, been daydreaming alot
more than usual
for the past 2 days
and thought about alot of stuff(:
actually i wanted to blog about them during the weekend
but but somehow just couldn't bring myself to do it =/
oh well.
okay, just 5 more days to go
to LIBERATION(:
and finally i can do what i want(:
three priorities:
family
volunteer
friends(:
finally they can overtake the priority of studies(:
especially family
i think i neglected them
for a very long time :(
i'm going to make sure i repay them
after Alevels well(:
jiayou people:D
lyon
helloo!(:
just went out for a morning jog
HAHA okay lah, or rather a morning walk
because i gave up jogging after 10 minutes
><>
so decided to convert my jog
to an inspiring walk(:
so yea, i walked here and there
and thought about alot of stuff(:
aha it's funny but i don't really try to think about anything while i walk
but random thoughts just keep filling my head(:
so i was thinking about thought and action today(:
actually right,
i think that our feelings and our rationality complement(:
usually our feelings
reveal the most basic human nature
ranging from the altruistic ones such as helpful, compassion
to the negative ones like lazy and jealousy
but it's our rationality that keeps us in check(:
well, for good and bad reasons
like when we feel like helping someone
our rationality will start telling us
the opportunity costs and as well as calculate the possibility of getting rejected
but whereas when we feel lazy or jealous about others
our rationality tells us we cannot afford to be lazy and calculates the horrifying consequences
or also, it tells us that there's no point in jealousy
we're all who we are for a reason
and it's just that sometimes we don't know or can't see the reason ourselves
because it's more apparent to others(:
thats a reason why i love to see the good points about others if i can and let them know about it:)
so yea(; just a random thought that i was thinking about:)
and i was reading some of my old blog posts
haha:D
i think i sound more mature now leh:)
which is good eh :D
afterall, i'm 18:):)
shall make it a point to read ALL my blog posts
after Alevels
must really start mugging for econs le!:)
jiayou:D
lyon
Friday, November 13, 2009
1:24 PM
HELLLOOOO!!!
yay(:
temporary liberation!
till econs paper next wed and fri(:
so happy(:
i survived the past week of CONSECUTIVE PAPERS(:
haha:D
so i must slack today
to reward myself(:
anyway, today's maths was quite okay
except for the fact that
i got this feeling i made alot of careless mistakes
but what's done is done
and i won't regret
BECAUSE i can proudly say that
for all these papers
i did my best(:
and so, i'll just leave my grades to fate(:
please treat me well(:
and i think i helped brighten up two people's day today(:
haha:D although i was really focusing on encouraging them
but after i encouraged them
what they said to me really brightened up my day(:
because it showed that i did succeed in brightening up their day
and hopefully provide some motivation(:
it really means alot to me
when my words of encouragement
really helps to make people feel better(:
anyway, i think it's the effect of 6 consecutive papers in a row
because i'm not feeling well
throat discomfort and cough:(
oh well, i better heal myself well today
for ECONS revision tmr(:
( sian. i haven't touched econs since like 2 weeks ago:( )
jiayou jiayou jiayou!!(:
i shall make ms leong proud as her econs rep(:
or at least hopefully :D
but its REST now(:
smile(:
Lyon
Thursday, November 12, 2009
8:14 PM
hello(:
ARGH.
i'm blogging because
i'm TIRED
and i cannot seem to concentrate or even start to study MATHS:(
wanted to attempt the H1 maths paper
and then i found out no answer-.-
which totally didn't give me any incentive
on destroying my brain cells even further
so as guilty and slack
as i may sound,
MATHS PAPER 2:
please forgive me
i'm just going to take you on
with just a study of the stats summary
the maths dept prepared
and the pure maths formula booklet
i prepared
:(
nevertheless,
please still like me tmr morning(:
i'll love you back a thousand times more
:D
* okay, i'm too tired. this is weird,
i'm actually talking to a maths paper
that i never even see before -.-*
jiayou people(:
smile(:
Lyon
6:29 PM
helloooo(:
HISTORY IS OVERRRR!(:
really really happy:)
don't get me wrong,
it isn't that i hate history
but rather, it has been the most pressurizing subject
to me in these last 2 years(:
haha today's paper was quite okay(:
i thought it would be very hard x_X
but it turned out to be easier than i thought(:
ALTHOUGH this would just mean that
almost every hist student in spore would find it okay too><
well, im not sure if all my essays were okay
because i did adopt some different approaches to some essays
but i hope it turns out fine(:
really hope this can counterbalance my SEA:(
anyway, history's over
and i must really thank ms k
for being such a wonderful history tcher(:
i really really want to give her a grade
that she would be proud of....
but it doesn't seem very possible><
nevertheless, i'll be optimistic
and hope a miracle happens(:
okayyy now its time for MATHS(:
i must make sure i do well tmr
to secure my grade(:
JIAYOU!!
meanwhile, its time to take a short rest first(:
smile(:
Lyon
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
7:28 PM
hello!(:
yay GP is overrrr!(:
heh:) well, i think the paper was quite okay
maybe it was because
i could actually find an essay question that i could do(:
haha but to my " horror"
it seemed to be the most popular question
drats. means more competition
haha but nvm lah(:
p2 was quite okay
first time i managed to finish the paper on time 5 min beforehand leh(:
heh i guess all those compre practices i did helped
at least i'm quite confident i won't get E for GP this time( unlike prelims)
haha :D
after GP, went hme with jolai,chinghsien and grace(:
in the end, me , jolai and chinghsien went post centre to eat(:
haha:D quite fun (:
heh i like being with the two of them heh(:
anyway, just a thought about a short conversation
that me and chinghsien had today(:
about how hard it is to actually help people ><
so just felt like blogging about it(:
well, taking the initiative to help people is tough.
i don't know why but it's just tough.
perhaps it's really because we fear rejection
but why? helping others is a good thing
and it's something we should always do
and yet there's this strong inertia called rejection
:( i think it's very very very pathetic:(
haiz. i wish i can overcome this inertia one day(:
anyway, i realised i should probably stop blogging about it
and go study for my IH
please let tmr's IH paper
be a good one for me
(:
JIAYOU PEOPLE(:
smile(:
Lyon
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
6:37 PM
hello(:
yay(:
i survived today!
my only day with 2 papers!(:
and i'm glad they both went okay(:
not that i will surely get very high marks
but rather, more that i really did my best(:
so i'm happy with my performance.
at least it didn't feel as uneasy as the SEA paper
which reminds me i need to study really hard for IH on thurs...
PLEASE LET ME DO WELL FOR IH(: (:
OH and i must do well for tmr's GP paper(:
i'm going to break out of the E grade!
i hope.. haha anyway this post prelim period
has been a period where i really think i worked the most for GP(although it still isnt alot)
as compared to the past ever since y5
so hopefully,
i'll reap my results tmr(:
all i have to do is to stay calm
believe in myself
and i can do it:)
OH and yay i received an email
i was really looking forward to today(:
so yup, i'll take that as a good omen
meanwhile, it's time to take a rest
and study my final bit of GP for tmr(:
jiayou people!
keep the optimism up(:
it works!(:
smile(:
lyon
Monday, November 09, 2009
9:49 PM
hello(:
just a quick post before i go and do my last bit of revision >.<
today's SEA paper was , well, according to ms k- easy
but somehow after i finished the paper,
didn't feel as happy or satisfied as i felt
after the prelim SEA paper
well, i did manage to finish all 4 essays
did do my best
but just something felt uneasy
so couldn't really get my spirits up again today
(which led to some slacking heh )
until i found my source of motivation!!:)
haha i was looking for it yesterday
and i couldn't find it
but i actually managed to find it today(:
now thinking about it,
it may be destined that i find it today
in my depressed moments
to encourage me and spur me on(:
and in fact, now thinking about it,
taking the mock paper SEA during the study break really helped
because it provided me with the first opportunity for writing pre-war and nat unity essays
which i attempted today
although not sure whether i did it correctly,
but now thinking about it, it might be fate that i actually had experience of writing it before(:
so not that bad bah
but nevertheless,
i think i really need to work extra hard for international paper
and actually considering that sea has always been my weaker paper,
i shouldn't have such high expectations of myself to that paper
coz the disappointment would pull me down
haha(:
but i'm up again:D
ready( actually only mentally ready)
for tmr's consecutive 2 battles!:)
jiayou people!
(:
OH and fate gave me another nice nice present today:)
muahaha:) so unexpected but appreciated deeply(:
its amazing how ideas you were toying with in your mind
COME TRUE :):)
smile(:
Lyon
